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Friday, 03 June 2011

Oh my

Hmm,

How long has it been?

Years.

How much I've changed.

Reading through the blogs, makes me feel like I'm opening a time capsule.

Seeing how I used to think etcetc.

I was so different!

This is indeed weird.

okay, need to contemplate on this for a while.

Bye,

Jae

Thursday, 12 February 2009

Creator

TIme is a concept created by the human mind. There is no such thing as beginning or end, nor is there an eternity. Only our human mind 'counts' from 1 to 60 every minute. That's just us.
The Creator, or God or Allah, is NOT human. It is neither he or she or he/she. It's like a cell trying to imagine what a human looks like. It probably imagines a gigantic 'perfect' cell. The cell is INCAPABLE of thinking beyond what is made to do. Therefore, we as a human being should not Ever try to see GOD as human or anything near it. (spirits etc etc)
Just like the cells make up the human being, We Humans, and everything else in this universe, make up the Creator. We each have different roles AND there are millions of us who are here for the same purpose. For humans, it is to evolve (maybe we are growth spurts lol). Also Millions of us die. But the 'Creator' continues to create millions.
We are part of the creator. like cells inside the human body. Therefore, everyone and everything is connected in some way.
And in human it's the nervous system. In the Creator, It's CHI (GI/ ENERGY). It connects us all. We have different applications to use the CHI, but it's what binds us all.
We, as human beings, are incapable of perceiving what the Creator intends to do. But our Purpose is to help 'it' achieve it. WE can see that there are bacteria's and viruses and defects in the Creator. But they are still part of the creator and we should try to help fix them.
The Creator is just is as We are just is.

Monday, 24 November 2008

hello xanga

me - oh hey there, havent seen you for some time!
xanga - yeah! where have you been?
me - oh man, post hsc has been too hectic! im more tired than the time during the hsc!!
xanga - ahaha, what have you been up to?
me - hmmm not too many outings. I dont think i belong to any specific group now~ but ive been playing heaps of tennis (5hrs yesterday! O.o!!), sydney dance company, breakdancing (ooohh yeah) and other exercises (rofl at connie)...hmmmm.. reading a lot too. up to my 5th? book i think. reading Tolstoy's Resurrection... not too bad, not too interesting either. Read matthey reilley's six sacred stones. omg...that was action packed, but...it lacked substance >.<!
xanga - so why didnt you come and visit me?
me - ah...sorry mate, you're not that interesting anymore... i really cant be bothered to write blogs! i just go on facebook, accept friend's request and go on msn, and after realising that there are no one to talk to in the 100 ppl online, i go off and read the news, which i have to say is filled with more depressing news.
xanga - so why dont you write about them?
me - Write about them? ahaha there's just too much going on! i cant keep track. im becoming numb to these kind of news.
xanga - will you be back?
me - of course! but maybe not for a long time...
xanga - well take care!
me - sure things, you too k?
xanga - cya~
me - goodbye

Friday, 31 October 2008

Gloomy day

Walking down the nonexistent road,
The lonely creature feels the presence
Of the deep void of their absence,
with the emptiness creating a heavy load
upon his sinking soul.

ive finished 5 exams and have 2 more left to go.
but i feel as though those five arnt the only things that have ended.
we are indeed fickle creatures. Only my memories are my loyal friends. Yet, even they in the end do desert me.
why?

Saturday, 18 October 2008

Reflection

one more eng exam to go...
it would be pure bliss!
no more analysing books, shakespeare, movies, picturebooks, ads, cartoons?
no more similes, metaphors, juxtapositions, camera angles, paradoxical statements?
no more focusing on the question, no more memorising essays, no more ENGLISH?
i thought it'll never end...

to be honest... i actually liked journeys! i dont understand why ppl hate it so much...
it's quite interesting!!! seriously....*hides*
it's the only topic in eng that even vaguely relates to my actual life.
who cares if Emma's own illogical flights of fancy lead to the misconception of Harriet's social standing?
who cares about the mastery rhetoric used by Socrates to 'convince' the jurors that he shouldnt be killed? (not to even mention Atwood or Pearson..*shudder*..btw fingers crossed. DONT SPECIFY BOS!! PLEASE!!!)
and who cares if cleopatra's psychological manipulation leads to Antony's downfall? (in my opinion, telling the truth wouldve been so much more worthwile...)
well, let's hope that my strong human spirit will allow me to overcome the challenges of Monday's examination and this will hopefully illustrate how a strong human spirit is essential in physical/inner/imaginative journeys...sigh XD
what surprises would monday bring, i wonder?
good luck everyone.
~the curious traveller~